I get really conflicted about such things and in the end I can’t function because I want to like exo but I feel like I can’t like kpop without letting it interfere with my relation ship with God. The thing is im Not too obsessed in the past I dont memorized all sj members and i dont watched their variety shows, just their MV and some of their famous songs. Trust him and your sins shall be washed away by Jesus’ blood ♡, Hi, My name is Lala. Think being a fan of k-pop is a walk in the park? The devil can use them to distract us and throw off our relationship with God. My heart is idolizing other humans. 5th – He told me to bear good fruit. I was obsessed with the hip-hop boyband, Big Bang. Thank you for you everlasting love and forgiveness. Assuming their personalities, ideal types, and love life I realize is just so wrong but I still found myself reading Kpop blogs. I don’t generally stay up late watching BTS stuff, I never spend money on merch or concerts, I don’t fantasize about the members (honestly, most of the time, I see them as my “kids”, haha! I knew a big theme of theirs was ‘love yourself’ and I saw so many people talking about how BTS had helped them love themselves. My brother would put on private techno disco parties for me as a kid in his bedroom and most of the songs were Japanese (especially Perfume: my favourite as a kid) The other would blast Japanese rock (my favourite was B’z) and of course we loved Japanese games such as Pokemon, Zelda, Smash Bros, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy etc. We’ve all seen it, we’ve all heard it, and yes, some of us have even said it ourselves: “I want a Korean boyfriend/I want to date someone like (insert Kpop idol name here).” For all us forward thinking, older fans out there, these phrases usually invoke a series of eye rolling and reflective questioning of “Really?” and “You know that’s never going to happen, right?” But for many singles out there finding a guy who is as good looking as Rain (Bi), as charismatic as Kim Junsu (JYJ), as hilarious as Jackson (Got7), and as fashion forward as G-Dragon (BIGBANG) is completely on their ‘to do’ list in a big way. Maybe with their stressed life, their wives might end up seeing the rougher, uglier side. Amen. It would be sad to tell her that most of what i did was lounge around in my computer looking up fanfics and videos and whatnot. I known k-pop since 2008 or 2009 way back in 2nd year high school. Also.. Nevertheless, I knew it was no good for me. Artists are groomed, trained, instructed, and monitored from the very beginning to conform to a specific set of variables that the movers and shakers in the industry have set so that artists can become relevant and stay appealing to the Kpop masses in both a generalized and personalized way for as long as possible. My account is Salome-Bianca Calotescu. I pray for them and some other group’s people. Let us continue to hold on to His promise that He will finish what He began in us. I would really recommend Manga Messiah! The black holes of K-pop content are available in abundance. I remember getting jealous at Gfriend after watching JK smirk. We are all together. ANOTHER ADDITION! And I do think that it is sincere that they want to connect to their fans but only Jesus can save us. In our culture of male chauvinism, lots of people have trouble with the idea of men being sensitive, affectionate creatures just like women. also the part where they say “there are many of me inside myself” and has many fake looking faces of them and they’re trapped inside of their fake faces. One thing I try to do with the KDRAMAS is look for themes and Biblical parallels. As bad as this sounds, I can now finally admit I felt somewhat jealous of BTS. I am also a Christian. He cusses a lot and sometimes he’ll make dirty jokes. Sad to hear of the passing of young, 25 yr old Choi Jin-ri, stage name Sulli, K pop singer, actress and activist. Who is Choi? THAAAANKYOUUU SO MUCHHHH I WAS BLESSED BY THIS TESTIMONY.. Ruth, thank you for your advice. Of course, BTS are good people. It had gotten to the point where I believed nothing could get me out of my addiction. I feel the exact same way. P.S I really like them because they are handsome and talented is it really ok? And now if I watch too much for a period of time, I will feel a little guilty and stop. I am also devoting my time in other things like drawing, design, my pets, and other stuff. So, unless you’re willing to risk being scalped, you should watch what you say about them. what you are doing is living in sin, you are relishing in it. She went through all 17 years with me and saw me grow. Just need to keep seeking Him, and asking for His grace to turn my eyes and my heart and my mind toward Him! Reading this article helped as I have been conflicted about whether or not I should even be a fan of BTS. Keep 2 journals, one for Sermon Notes, and one for Bible notes. It is all marketing and for the sake of keeping a strong fan base that supports them. No longer like anything? Hey, I like the dancing of k-pop, I wouldn’t say im obsessed but the christian dance scene is lacking severely, is it is sin to want to be good at dancing/singing??? Now, although I still pray to God about wanting to see JIMIN in person, I had a change of heart in a sense that I realized that it is more satisfying to see GOD rather than him fulfilling this dream of mine. And honestly, it only gets better with time if you make an effort to change. The Holy Spirit convicts me of my sin every single time. This message should be shared to many people so they’ll be able to not over possessed to kpop or any different pop in the world. But then the thought came in my head, that they aren’t talking about A girl. IDOLS. So to make it short, I think we should give it all to God. I went to a short-term mission trip to Nepal this summer which I am so blessed to have gone on, but when I got back I went straight to Kpop. That is the enemy tryna come from another avenue but it’s on lock off fr. So I liked your blog very much. I pray Father that you cancel as well the works of the enemy trying to distract me through K-pop and help me instead look at them through Your lens. Pray that the Lord open your eyes to who He really is. Again thank you for sharing bc this is my struggle right now. Probably not. Advice pls? At the moment I am a huge BTS Quarantine Fan, so I am just getting started. I thank the Lord for seeing this content, now I will adjust my fan girling routine, balance and prioritize what should be on top and use this positive platform to make Jesus known. From the word itself and even how they are called idols. Whenever you feel temptation rising in you, reach for His word and pray. Once I acknowledged this truth, I was able to view them with the right perspective and not overly exalt them. I know everything about them (not just BTS*), their symbolism, their messages, the truth behind their lyrics. Here are a few struggles that all international k-pop fans know a little too well and how to combat them. There was a time I wanted to go to BTS’ concert so much, and I was so stubborn to go on my own with my friend, but we were too young. I do my nightly prayers with no sincerity. Honestly, the hardest part of being a kpop fan is feeling like it’s socially isolating. I found myself spiraling from group to group to group. I try finding old videos of them because the new videos are way too much they are a little bit sexual and I don’t like that at all. But then I stumbeled upon this video which was talking about illuminati symbolism … and the part about the eye and I thought to myself , I’ve seen Bts show that kinda symbolism more than once in so many of their dances and mvs …and then I kept thinking about how addicted I got and how I just wouldn’t want to let go. I would read a lot of BTS fan fiction. Don’t forsake the assembly of the brethren (Christians) I still feel drama to BTS even though i was into them for three or four months…. Hello Sunnii, I still want to see them, out of pure admiration and curiosity. Let’s heed the call from James 4:8, “Come near to God and He will come near to you.” I came to realize that drawing near to God brings unparalleled joy and peace to my heart, which I will never experience—no matter how many concerts I attend. I’m hooked on fanfics of Jungkook and Jimin that only makes me hurt more. Now, I was so crazy with them to the point I placed God under, but he reminded me. With the expanding popularity of Kpop added into the mix, dating has become nearly impossible. I hated myself so much for doing that. Thank you for this!! Not an idol. They are called idols, probably by the definition of a person who is greatly admired. One way is to limit the usage of our mobile devices and instead, to spend time outdoors to admire His creation, reflect on His Word and on our lives. If you idiolize them, that just means you like Their music and the way they look and act. In South Korea, dating is an exercise in near futility. I cannot go on a day without His word or presence. After all, he is the one who made you face Them. God brought me back to His family recently in September 2017. Memes, jokes, and just things us KPOP fans can relate to. Go figure. God is love and he always will be and I love that I know him and I thank him for every single thing he has done in my life and I don’t regret anything I’ve been through. So I wanted to know what the real words of Wolf (by EXO) really meant. I can now go a day without watching them and listening to their music or spazzing about them. Lusting, and reading fanfics, obsessing over their mvs and their looks, to the point where they take God’s place in my heart, and I start to push Him away. . They were my first and last ultimate Stan group. They told me I can’t watch it because they look like girls and they are promoting homosexuality. Korean culture is far more accepting of this and in no way sees it as “gay.” Respectfully, I think your parents misunderstand the cultural differences at play here. I’m just happy I found this blog. We still need to bear in mind 1 Corinthians 10:23 which says, “‘I have the right to do anything,’ you say—but not everything is beneficial. Technically, they are not singing from experience, and they are not singing to a specific girl. After all, I was born on my homie Jesus’s birthday. my number is 6009930398 thank you!! So i pray that God will transform me in His word and grow deeper in Him. Hey…. Find ways to bring your faith and your passion together, instead of compartmentalizing. I look to Bts for entertainment, variety content and songs. On one hand, I want to devote myself entirely to the word of God. I have to understand that I’m not living the way God wants me to. Only now i realise how much i ignored God. We need to understand who we are and whom to serve. and had dreams about him, but of course, that didn’t last for long. I left kpop because I realized that somehow it becomes an obsession. Or should I just give it up entirely because I don’t want to ve sucked up again into the hole? What’s nice with Suju is they have one member who’s proud of his faith and is presently a missionary – Choi Siwon. From that point onwards, I fell deeper and deeper into my obsession with K-Pop, or Big Bang, in specific. During peak Beatlemania, circa 1964, screaming, sobbing fans were the worst of it. If you’re going through the same thing, you can definitely come out on the other side of it. However, I still do have an interest and I know that it’s ok to have hobbies. I also stole his iPod (with probably 70% Japanese songs) and for some reason I loved listening to My Girl (Taeyang solo) from the first big bang album (Taeyang is still my bias) I started disobeying my parents and listening to BTS on Spotify. Now the more embarrassment will roll in. I just replied to Hanz, her post before yours. It was a guilt-free time of enjoying Kpop without any lust or idolization. Whenever I watch BTS videos or spend time online instead of doing homework, I feel really bad about it. Listening to music isn’t a sin, liking a particular group that comes from a different country isn’t a sin. I Want Jesus more than anything now. While their statements made sense, I had no idea what it meant in the practical sense. Please pray that I will grow hungry for The Word of God and come back to Him. I have nearly 10,000 photos of BTS in my phone mostly are of Jungkook…and the number increased rapidly because I saved many photos of Jungkook in my time. Pray to God, read his word, forgive yourself with His help, and ask Him to save you from the life of sin. BUT WE HAVE TO DELIGHT IN HIM. They didn’t have the best vocal tecnique and they didn’t write all of their own songs like people said they did and certainly didn’t choreograph it themselves. Kpop is cool and unbelievably glamorous; full of Korean men and women with impeccable physiques and figures, flawless skin, massive amounts of talent, and personalities to die for, that have contractual wardrobe budgets that equate to the buyout cost of a five-bedroom house in Los Angeles and dedicated teams of professionals to help uphold a standard of beauty, so high that plastic surgery has become not only common place in South Korea but as an expectation. YOU HAVE TO THROW THAT CONDEMNATION AWAY AND REPEAT THIS “FACT” (because this is the truth and not what you feel) UNTIL YOUR HEART BELIEVES IT. Anyway back to Kpop, my first Kpop song I listened to was SS501 Baby let me love you. Even if I had school in the morning, and would get less than 3 hours of sleep, I still did so. Hello, I am a Christian and I love my relationship with God… I am currently going through letting them go. I would like to talk to someone about this so my email is nanaakuaappiah@gmail.com Hi. They are designed to make you feel attracted, and there is nothing wrong with that. You are humans, we are not perfect, we make mistakes. I’m missing out on my true calling and my own life, because I’m concentrating so much on BTS/ being someone else. Truly friends. Wow, Hanz. You could find someone in your small community who has been going through the same situation then you could help keep each other accountable. 4.Their fandom is UBIQUITOUS and there ARE some really nice and creative people in there. God needs our hearts fully.. I’m not saying forget kpop.. I am in a lot of stress because despite the pandemic, our board exam schedule for Physicians remains as it is (which is on September). Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts Right now, I deleted most of kpop songs in my phone that seem evil and learned to stop watching KPOP videos that promote homosexuality (like OTPs & crossdressing) and with dark theme. Try to read more of your Bible at night and make time SPECIFICALLY FOR JESUS. but thankfully I was too obsessed with dogs to care at all. I thought I would lose motivation to read the Bible if I didn’t have my sister in Christ but I realized I do have a hunger for His word. I got so much time tweeting, following their lives in social media yet less time to talk and spend time to God. Keep praying and trusting and find an accountability partner who can pray with this for you. Hello, Lyricalia. I watch a lot of youtube videos and listen to their music while doing homework, but have never been so obsessive as to write fanfic or rewatch things over and over. Whoever does not love me does not keep my words…”. Thaks for reminding me that kpop is just human too because if I didnt read this immediately I would be very very possessed to kpop and almost praise them as much as I praise God. I’ve been more or less successful, but I have been able to stay away from BTS binge-ing for the most part. One time I come to the church and the pastor preach about someone who ended his own life, its said that it because he felt that he doesn’t have any hope anymore in life. And its easy to see why we are all attracted to them- they offer something or an idea that we love to have in someone. So what was it that drew me deeper and deeper, curiouser and curiouser specifically into this group? However these beliefs have not halted the droves of singles flocking to online portals, SNS services, and dating sites in hopes of making a connection. Like I mentioned earlier, K-Pop stars are humans too. My grades had dropped a bit since k-pop, but it was like the bus in Speed, if I stopped then a whole network of friendships built on the love of kpop would possibly crash and burn… or I’d be back to that empty space of feeling dull, numb and boring, having to face myself and reality. I really need help, so please give me some advice, ASAP!!! Yes, I am not leaving the Kpop fandom- I don’t think The Lord wants me to enjoy music, as He gifted it to man. However, doing so only brought me great anguish and despair.” To be honest that’s what I’m feeling right now. This world cant satisfy me. However, I know it’s not a sin but I’m confused whether or not I can still be a k-pop fan and still put God first. YMI is a part of Our Daily Bread Ministries. Hi can we start a group or something. Please pray for to reduce my addiction and help me to become a better follower of God. There is hope. 3) can I still listen to their music? I really like BTS for their well-written/produced music that raises awareness about mental health, depression, etc. I too love BTS and appreciate how Korean culture accepts more “cute” and “feminine” versions of masculinity. Hi and thanks for sharing! We should be rejoicing and singing and praising God more and not of the worldly things for we are not from here but princess of heaven. I mean come on, they ARE a group of boys and boys only. I told my sisters in Christ that kpop has messed up my perception of beauty and that everything Kpop needs to slow down and stop. We talk about all the inside jokes and which songs we like, it’s great. As He has said in His word in 1John 1:9 “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness”. And I want to find friends in Bremen. Godbless you all! While I’m still very much a fan of K-Pop, especially Big Bang, I no longer obsess over them like I used to or feel uneasy if I don’t watch their music videos every day. Seems unfair, does it not? God told me again that I must wake up and leave this kind of life! -‭‭Psalms‬ ‭16:11‬‬, I am in the same situation. I almost feel sorry for them because they have the longest standing history of KPOP to continue to surpass their own achievements. I’m very much aware of how much time I waste for them, also how much I lust and sin. Delight in doing the will of God and let Him be the one to give it to us.) Wow, it is crazy to see how many of us Christians have been left astray because of Kpop idols. Have FAITH in God, have faith that he has saved you. That’s been the silver lining about being a k-pop fan of such groups with members who need salvation, I feel more driven by my passion to pray for the lost。. But I no longer sin because of them. Then I realize that all I need to do is given all my life to Him, let Him work in my life, all I need to do is realize that He will love me no matter what, and also give all my love to Him and not anything else. It all looked so fake and egotistic that it just about nauseated me and gave me the SHIVERS. He told me to bear much fruit. I’m even inventing ideas in my head on what life would be like if I were an idol in their world. However, contrary to what the commenters say, being a new fan isn't so bad. I’m constantly conflicted with everything in the kpop world. We should seek who GOD really is.. because when we see God as He is, the Good God He is, the LOVE he lavishes on us regardless of our sins, we become more and more satisfied in Him. I want to make the point that this is a different situation than yours and that a STM trip will NOT fix your problems. I’ve been stop addicting for about 3 years, but then recently Jonghyun passed away. They had all eyes on them and were very talented. Hi Alkar! “You will show me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy; At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” Instead, what causes me uneasiness is when I don’t read God’s Word or spend time with Him. It is only when we grow in intimacy with God that we will learn to be less anxious and less tempted by the things of the world. Like what you do, I also pray for these groups especially for their salvation. I think it takes time and prayer to discern what is the right thing to do. Nothing wrong with that. 2. . The happiness it gave me was temporary. More or less this is evidently seen in some of their lyrics, choreographies and even the way they dress. So I went back to KPOP just to relieve my stress. Hi Lyricalia, I see that these comment was from 2017. I was only ever able to overcome these strong addictions through prayer and discipline. I guess I have to slowly delete my accounts (I even wrote a fanfic that became popular. Indeed, being devoted to Jesus doesn’t mean you have to completely cut off on your hobbies and such. Is it possible to listen to Kpop out of pure interest? Please can someone clear this up for as I am very confused because in my eyes they don’t look like girls. We’d have it in mind . That’s when I decided to turn to God in prayer and entrust all my concerns and struggles to Him. Will share this . What is 'aegyo'? So while studying I tend to take tiny breaks and watch a few videos it was then that I stumbled upon one of their videos and one thing lead to another and for some reason I was glued to it… their run episodes , their crack videos ,their American interviews ,their vines…etc.. I want you to know that you are not alone, the Lord is with you and will always be there, I know that you feel that you are doing something wrong and you blame yourself and you don’t know which way to go. This may seem radical and may not be the extent to which you have to go in terms of your relation with Kpop. Times like now I roam around trying to “make sure” that I heard correctly, but the message is loud and clear. And when you see Him as He REALLY is, this is what will bring about a change of heart. And once I know the cause, I can give it to God, because He is ultimately the one who satisfies those desires and can change and purify my sinful heart. Also they are in both subtle and obvious ways steeped in the bandwagon of pushing a certain prevalent sexually immoral agenda and dragging many vulnerable young people along. How can I start (not idolising them)? I need help i am confused as I am a kpop fan and i need help. I used to like KPop a whole lot, but then that died down. This is a question I’ve been asking myself and I thank GOD I found the answer. We are called to minister. When I thought I was a well devoted Christian, I become surprised by how fast I’m able to throw it all away for k-pop. It’s embarrassing, but true. Please pray for me because I have same situation with EXO and BTS and others .I whant to worship God and pray and read Bible but all time ,each free second I spend with some videos and story’s about artists. He will always be there with arms wide open :). And I make sure I have other hobbies so I don’t leave the possibility to be idle and slip up. There are many singles out there who are good-hearted people just looking to find a life mate or someone to love honestly, but end up alone simply because of what Kpop has done to the Asian dating scene. But even with these singles, and their altruistic love for more than just Kpop, the dating scene is a disaster on both ends. I really like K-pop but once my Christian parents found out they banned me from listening or watching it. I dont know how to say it but I think my dream became of God. 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